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Tuesday, April 06, 2004
YAAaaaayyyy!! examsoverexamsoverexamsover. finally!!! can get more than 4 hours of sleep...hehheh...i'm gonna pay off the sleep debt tonight by sleeping in till past noon tmr...ok it's between sleeping and playing wc3 and reading a good book...Darn i'm really spoilt for choice. Another dilemma - to call or not to call. I want to talk to him, but he said he was very tired and wanted to sleep. So i don't know if he's awake now or not, cos he went to sleep at like...6pm or so. But on the other hand, if i hadn't been awoken for dinner, i'd prob still be sleeping now too. So i think i really shouldn't bother him. Arghhh!!! i hate myself. Why do my thoughts keep revolving around him? I love him so much!!!
List of what i missed most this past month :
1) cuddling wif him
2) going to church (and all the people said? amen! yessssss...)
3) reading...fiction. had quite a fair share of non-fiction. duh.
4) wc3...(ok admittedly i did play but the past few days i've been restricting myself)
5) eating good food (i.e. not from the canteen or a vending machine)
6) just sitting and daydreaming (i *did* do this during studying but it always evoked a sense of guilt upon returning to the real world)
7) playing wif my dogs and their little doglets
8) talking to my buddies (although F_'s company is so good this isn't all that high up on my list...haha i'm so happy just to be with him :D
9) browsing in bookstores (hey, free + new books = great way to while away the afternoon)
10) talking cock with my siblings (it's been mostly just 'good luck' and 'thanks' recently)
11) sports. everything. especially running. and swimming. I WANT MY ENDORPHINS!!!
12) watching the coy (dad caught me staring at them on saturday while i was supposed to be studying. oops.)
13) watching football (obviously my team needs my viewership. but unfortunately for them this is secondary to going out wif mah man on weekends)
14) writing stupid stuff on my blog (e.g. top ten list of what i miss most this past month) which nobody reads (except mah man...i think)
y'know what's weird? i'm starting to become pretty attached to the male pup (if i had my way, i'd name him "ALPHA MALE" but nooooo....it's a gay name "ruffles". other two are oreo (black) and ritz (gray). thanks to my sis) Not only is it absolutely adorable, even though his sisters have more exotic coat colours, i think it likes me (and the people said? *woooow*). Just now after dinner my sister took them out of the enclosure, lay down on the floor and put ritz & ruffles on her stomach. Which was, of course, a rather stupid move cos Q came bounding up and jumped onto the middle of her stomach, displacing my sister's fats to her sides and causing ritz to fall (bounce) off. Having just woken up and all that, I was rather blur and thought that it was ruffles on the ground and picked her up and started stroking her, but felt that something was wrong, cos it just seemed...different. And it couldn't seem to settle down. Then I realised I was holding the wrong pup so I passed it to my sis, who put it in her lap and ritz stopped squirming so much (incidentally she's my sister's fave) And when I put ruffles in my lap, he felt asleep almost immediately! (after making a futile attempt to suckle on my fingers and thighs) I guess it's cos everytime we visit the pups, my sibs and I end up taking out just our fave pup, so they're more used to our respective smells. Incidentally, my brother and my aunt have claimed themselves conjoint owners of oreo. Not that i'm complaining...i just hope i can keep ruffles.
"For reversible crimes, or crimes in which restitution is possible, the pay-back theory works quite well. If I burn your house down, the appropriate restitution is for me to build you another house complete with furnishings to match as nearly as possible the original furnishings, and pay your expenses including your rent while your new house is being built. But If I murder you, it is not clear how that crime can be balanced. Having an agency of the government murder me because I murdered you does not balance anything. You are certainly no better off because I have been executed! But perhaps we shouldn't place only money and goods and services in the balance. How about pain and suffering? If I murder you, your friends and relatives will suffer not only financially or materially but also emotionally. How can I recompense them for their suffering? How can I alleviate their suffering? How do I weigh their suffering? It may be that they are glad I murdered you and saved them the trouble of doing it themselves! Or they may be really devastated emotionally and may seek psychiatric and psychological help in handling their grief and getting their life back on track. I could pay the psychiatrist and psychologist. These efforts might be called emotional restitution."
For the rest.
triple *WOW*. how did i manage to get such a hot stud in my bed???
12:27 AM
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