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Tuesday, June 01, 2004
I think F_ is right and I'm a compulsive worrier. Worrying cost me two nights' worth of sleep and left me listless yesterday and today, and I admit that as a result I've been rather lousy company for poor F_, and well if F_ is reading this, I think I owe him an apology. Also, yesterday's shopping + dinner was ok, was pleased with my purchases and the food was good, plus i finally got a hp which ISN'T a hand-me-down (wow! first time in history), but it drained whatever was left of my energy and today was falling asleep while trying to read about bacteria at noos (F_ was sketching a skull). This was mainly due to the workout session this morning, ran 2k, didn't swim (tho F_ went swimming AND tanning and now looks like a bangla, much to his delight & my eternal amusement) but still couldn't keep my eyes open after that. Gotta stop those late nights and stop that compulsive worrying. On the other hand, maybe we should do it the other way, i.e. study first and exercise later. Dunno. Shall ask him about it when he deigns to contact me.
Right now being a worry wart again. Not gonna say why cos otherwise F_ will roll his eyeballs when he reads it, plus I know I'm probably worrying about nothing (not unusual) so I shall try to stop thinking about it and amuse myself with a good book or something. Mom just passed me purpose-driven life (I think she was hinting something, cos I was sort of drifting in and out of her room and asking for the whereabouts of my siblings, feeling lonely :( and I got to chapter 3 before hearing my sis come back from tuition and decided to go downstairs and give her a welcome kick (literally, and which explains why my sibs seem to be hiding from me) and now I'm blogging on the downstares comp cos pok has a friend over, and he's staying over, so that leaves me with no comp (but this) and no gaming buddy. Unless I can barge my way in and demand control of my comp. Bah.
Must stop thinking so much or I'll go crazy, if I'm not already.
9:18 PM
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