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Thursday, May 13, 2004
Feeling rather lethargic right now. Must be the heat. Also yesterday's running and the fun after that, drawing and playing the gu zheng and violin and cuddling and looking into each other's eyes and knowing that we love each other, and that somehow or other nothing else really matters and feeling so contented if only time could have stood still, but no, the sky darkens and the clock strikes 8pm and gastric juices are awakened and then paradise lost.
Sitting in younger bro's room right now, burning cds into my pod and blogging the time away. Tmr there's some stupid exam, but then again there's troy and bible study and him, so i'm just lazing this day away and looking forward to the next. On the table beside me is a pile of notes teaching us how to communicate and resolve conflicts and maybe I need that, my eyes are still swollen and painful from tuesday's crying, but on the other hand I think the Bible has so much more to offer on how to live, and how to love. I'm at Acts now. I read whichever book catches my fancy, read Ecclesiastes on tuesday and it makes so much sense my head is still reeling from it. Everything is meaningless, a mere chasing after the wind. God's gift to Man is to find satisfaction and pleasure in his toil. If those notes are teaching me how to "handle" and manipulate people, I don't want to read it. I don't play games.
Just reached over and twiddled the radio to the oldies station F_ and I were enjoying yesterday. When my usual "teen" station started playing songs with inane titles like "the 8th world wonder" (!!) figured it was time to change station. Besides, they were playing such nice songs yesterday. Or maybe it was cos I was with F_. It's hard to be objective when he's around.
Anyway.
3:05 PM
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